Catch Up on Life

Hey...sorry it has been a while...even though less and less people are reading this anyway...okay so a lot has happened since my last post...let me catch you up...okay well first I have been hanging out with my friends a lot more and it is fun and everything, but I get the feeling that I am not really accepted by people...I feel that on the outside people don't really know who I am...this makes them treat me differently because they think I am someone that I am not...anyways...besides that, me and my three friends Flick, Max, and Brian Moore have realized that we are great movie makers...haha...and also I just had my birthday which was really fun...thanks for those of you that came to hang with me on that saturday before...but the main subject that I wanted to talk about was how I think social status is starting to make it's way through Middle College...in our class, hanging out and being more social is starting to be a major factor in how our class is set up now...if it be parties, just hanging out, or being just hanging out after school...it also seems like if you drive then you are in a set group/clique with the others...I want the people to know that I am trying to get my license, I can't until August 14th...and I want them to know that I am sorry for getting rides from them because I cannot get one or drive yet...it must get really annoying and because I can see it in some people, I can see that I am not really accepted among them...I also wanted to let the girl that I like (not like middle school "I like you") to know that I may not be the smartest, strongest, tallest, or "perfect" guy...but I have feelings for you and getting to know the real me should be more important then the material "necesities" that you look for---peace---

My Adventure with Los Cuatros

Wow...this weekend was pretty awesome...first I went to Max's house on Friday...we decided to for some reason walk to Al Azteca's (Mexican shop)...that was stupid...until we found out that we are awesome movie makers...and I am a decent actor...yea right...anyways...on Saturday I went to the mall with Kellie, Breanne, Breanne's sister, Brian Moore, and Flick, it was fun except for the fact that the girls tried to get all the guys to put on women clothes...ohh well...then we went to Harry Griffith Park where we (me, Flick, Max, B. Moore) made more movies...that was cool...we decided that we were now a group, called Los Cuatros...haha...we then cruised Grossmont High School for some reason...and then we went to the Varsity Field...played some football where I played against a dude that was three times my size...it was pretty scaring considering we were playing tackle at first...anyways...then I went home that night after having dinner with everybody...Sunday was Mother's Day of course...so my step dad decided to take my mom out and I cleaned the entire house, watched all the little kids, made my mom a present,(you don't want to know what it was because it was horrible, and she doesn't like it when I buy stuff for her, so I made something instead)...that was pretty much my weekend and this coming weekend is my birthday party...it is gonna be fun...so that was my adventure this weekend...ohh and I forgot that Flick threw up into a cone after having Al Aztecas...it was cool because a piece of tomato came out of his nose...haha...and I will end on that note---peace---

Life Nowadays pt.2

WOW...I haven't wwrote a post in a while...sorry even though I can see by the missingness of comments that nobody is reading my posts...thanks...anyways...so life has been cool...I mean this weekend I had prom on Saturday which was awesome...I got to dance with some white girls...haha...it's all good...then on Sunday at 6:30 in the moring I had to get to the airport and leave on my school trip to San Francisco which was awesome by the way...I think I will tell you a little about what took place there...well on Sunday when we first got to our hotel we picked rooms...in my room was me, Moore, The Russian, and Flick...we had the coolest room there and I got my whole room which was awesome...so then we decided to go to the beach and swim(not so good of an idea)...the water was freezing, but at the same time it was cool because we didin't care and we had fun...we went back to the hotel and chilled...then out to dinner with a 10:00 curfue which was lame...ohh and I almost forgot...we visited Montaray Bay Aquarium which was really cool...Monday morning we visited UC Berkeley which is a cool campus...I had a black guy trying to sell me an "album" of his...haha...anyways...then we went to San Francisco State which with our luck had a black out right as we entered...we got to see how many people were really there though which was a lot...then we went out at the Fisherman's wharf which was really cool...went shopping with Kellie and Breanne...also...I saw the manliest, tallest woman that I have ever seen before in Gerdelli's Chocolate Factory...it was pretty scary...then we went to the hotel and chilled for a bit...later went to play some beach vollyball which I found out that I own in by the way...after curfue I found out that me and Brian Moore are ninjas and cannot be found...we snuck out because the girls and some guys wanted food and it was too late for a lot of people to go...so we went and walked about half the road and pier to find something, but the city was dead and nothing was open...it was fun though...anyways the next day we went to UC Santa Cruz which was my favorite college on the trip...it was by the beach and close enough to the city to drive easily there...There we had the most awesomest(I know not a word, so what) tour guide by the name of Phil...anyways we had lunch and I got to talk to him a little more and learn some things that go on at the campus that he could not talk about on the tour...it was pretty sweet...then we went to San Jose State which was my second favorite...it was cool..I liked the basketball stadium and the campus all around is way chill...then we went shopping which was really cool...we bought these 25 cents bouncy balls and played with them for literally 30 minutes...and then it was off to the airport to wait for our departure...it was cool...the flight attendant guy on the plane ride back was freakin awesome....he sang and gave out free stuff for our class...it was cool...ohh and I totally forgot...the girls pranked us really good...I took it a little too serious...yes, I'm admitting it...but it was a good one...sorry to all the people that I acted like an asshole towards...sorry...I totally ruined the trip...anywasy that is what happened and now I am really confused because on the trip I had some time to think a lot(by the ocean and the sound of the ocean help me think)...anyways...I like this one girl and she doesn't even know I exist really because she likes a senior at our school...on the bus rides and stuff we talked about relationships and the difference between guys and girls...I found out what she looks for in a guy...there is some differences in me and that guy of her dreams, but I want to be that guy...I am not saying that I will chang for a person I just want her to see that I could be that person and care for her...so far no luck...but we will see i guess---peace---

In The End

Well since the last post I have realized a few things that are going on in my life...I take the time to think these things over...anyways...one is that I have recently realized the whole appreciate what you already have in life...I am thankful to God for letting me have a family that cares for me and is there for me everyday, such as my little brother shown in the picture...number two...I have realized that I need to make the best of things in my life...I need to have a positive outlook and everything will go by for the better...the last thing I was thinking of was that life is too short...we have this life span to make the best of it...since I have thought of this I have been trying to have fun and make the best of my free time to make my life full and not dull...haha I just rhymed...anyways so yea that is what has been on my mind lately and it has made me have a change in thought about life...so in the end...it is all worth following these things...well prom is tomorrow and it is going to be awesome, and then the morning after I am going to go to my class trip to San Francisco...it is going to be sweet...so posts coming soon---peace---

Life Nowadays

So...this is probably the first post that I have not had a real topic for...so instead I will tell you about the things in my life right now...okay, so Star testing just finished and it was pretty cool...I liked it more than school work...umm...getting ready for prom(s)...that's pretty cool too...also getting ready for the college trip to San Francisco like I said in the last post...umm...school has been okay I guess...nothing exciting...been watching the playoffs and everything is looking good except for the fact that Miami lost...ohh well...anyways...I've been going through this self-situation with myself that I can't get out of my mind...(ask to talk about it because I am not going to explain it all on this post)...so yeah...that is all for now...I will probably have something on my mind for tomorrow's post---peace---