An All-Time Low

Man...well the past posts have been real downers I know...well this is too...so far I am a loner in school...I feel out of place all the time...and testing!!!!...so far I have had nobody to talk to about this because all the people don't really care (I guess)...My life is at an all time low rghit about now...I feel almost emo...jeez I have never felt like this before...I also like a girl who could care less if I existed...LIFE IS JUST GREAT...sorry if I am being too wierd or pathetic for some people but this is pretty much the only way to let my feelings out because nobody wants to help...now I even feel like quiting this school that I go to and going back to a regular school...if it wasn't such a great oppurtunity I would probably leave after this year...the people from class probably wouldn't even notice I was gone...look...I really tried to change at this school...I wanted tjhis school to be my new beginning but it isn't working out too well...other schools I wouldn't act like myself, here I thought I could do that but I can't I guess...thx for taking the time to listen. ---peace---